Under eye creams and self loathing lotion.

Last week, I was using a chamomile stick on the delicate skin under my eyes. The week before that, bleaching cream from my dermatologist. Prior to that, LaPrarie under eye goop that is sold in a very overpriced and sleek looking mechanism. Before that, linseed oil from the new Home Depot down on 23rd.

The skin under my eyes is prone to dark circles, and I am not yet willing to face the facts. I'm getting old. This week, I used a vitamin C cream I picked up last week when I was in LA for a pilot audition. They have this 24 hour grocery store called Ralphs in the heart of Hollywood, shinier and cleaner than any Gristedes I've ever ever been to. LA really understands grocery stores better than NY, but that's not the point here.

The point is, I bought under eye cream at a Grocery Store, and that somewhat disturbs me.